Nearly all psychologists will admit that people have psychological defense mechanisms. However, the concept of repressed memories is much more controversial….probably with good reason. You see, memory is not static…meaning it is not like a movie that is played back. It runs through the filter of the mind, emotions, and life experiences. It is susceptible to suggestion. Such as, “You remember him touching you, don’t you.” Patient responds “maybe….yes I think I do…” And comes to believe that this imagined event really happened.
Now, apart from the fact that memory is subject to suggestion, people REALLY DO have the capacity to repress memories. I can’t tell you the precise circumstances that are needed, it is an interaction of individual personality characteristics and the situation. Many people worry that, “Maybe something happened to me that I don’t remember.” I tell them, “Maybe, but don’t worry about it. If it is important that you remember, you will. If not, then you won’t. Trust your unconscious mind.”
I’ve seen it unfold in my office. Piece, by piece, the memory comes back as the emotion attached with each level of repression is released. Usually this is when there is a general knowledge of a ‘fact’ that something happened, but no memory for any specific details. As the emotion is released at each level, there is a deepening of experience and recall of more details. This unfolds in the safest way as dictated, determined, and seen as needed by the unconscious mind. I don’t press or suggest things to these patients…I’m just there to listen, empathize, and support. It unfolds on its own, and occurs only if needed to help the patient overcome their difficulties.
Now there have been times when repressed memories from the “infantile” stage of development come out in symbolic form in a dream. I remember one patient who dreamed of “squeezing” down a well and was attacked by 3 alligators. I told her, “They used forceps during your delivery at birth.” She had no conscious knowledge, or memory of this, as nobody does. She had never been told anything about this by her mother. However, she checked with her mother, and sure enough, it had occurred.
I don’t worry about, or focus on recovering repressed memories in treatment. I follow the patient’s needs. If it is needed, it will occur…I trust the unconscious mind of the patient. You see, God has created us with incredibly self protective minds…that also have self-corrective properties that can be utilized. I trust that completely.

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July 31, 2008 at 3:41 pm
Georgia Girl
I definitely had repressed memories for over 43 years until July 2005. My memories are not of childhood abuse, but rather as a brutal victim of a gang rape at age 21.
July 31, 2008 at 6:42 pm
thecountryshrink
Although the prevailing view of many shrinks is to scoff at the notion of repressed memories, I do not do so. At times, people wonder “if something happened to me,” and it does not have the ring of truth. It’s an anxiety thing. No memories ever come back. It’s just anxiety.
Now, your story reads as credible to me so far. There is nothing in what you write that makes me doubt the reality of your repression. I’ve seen repression in action in my office! So, thanks for having the courage to inform others of your experiences. I hope other shrinks might be able to learn from your experiences. Nobody engaged in “suggestion” to implant those memories in you.
August 6, 2008 at 1:28 am
Rollercoaster
I too had repressed memories. They are gradually coming back now, very much as you describe in your article. There was no suggestion involved – the memories came back as flashbacks, very sudden and (as you describe) gradually unfolding, emotional knowledge through body knowledge through to images. Very scary. It’s vastly reassuring to me to read this article.
August 6, 2008 at 8:49 pm
thecountryshrink
Rollercoaster, I’m glad you found some reassurance in this post. Trust your unconscious mind. Your conscious mind will be protected as needed.