I became the victim of one of his most violent crimes, and repressed the memories for 43 years until 2005. Dickinson meticulously planned a gang rape in my honor several days in advance. My life was derailed. I told no one — not even the rapist. Confronting Dickinson would mean acknowledging to myself that the rapes had actually occurred … too horrible for my conscious mind to accept, and at that time, the words drugged or raped never occurred to me. I forced myself into denial, refusing to believe it ever happened. The mind rejects whatever it deems as “unimaginable”. More on that later.1
There is a general defense mechanism that seems to explain all others to one extent or another. That defense mechanism is repression. All defense mechanisms involve a blocking of information from awareness. With the specific defense mechanism of repressed memories, the information is from one’s past. The quote above is from an individual who experienced horrific trauma, repressed it, and then recovered it later.
Freud rejected his earlier notion of widespread sexual abuse as fantasies. He simply could seem to deal with the implications. Later, therapists and shrinks in their exuberance, implanted many false memories through suggestion into their patients. As a result, many psychologists, completely rejected the notion of repressed memories. When what they should have learned is to be very careful, and to understand the issue in great detail. Part of the duty of a physician is, “first, do no harm.” This is also the duty of a shrink. By rejecting out of hand, the possibility of repressed memories, there are folks who will be harmed. I’ve seen a number of folks who thought “something might have happened,” but as far as I can tell nothing did. This is not generally how truly repressed memories emerge.
One also has to be very careful with the use of hypnosis in the recovery of repressed memories. This can easily implant false memories. That said, a very competent psychologist may help someone to recover memories in a very objective and sensitive way.

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October 21, 2008 at 11:16 am
Georgia Girl
C’Shrink, thanks for quoting me on that. In my case, the memories were not recovered until I reached safe and secure emotional phase in my life. The brain’s defense mechanisim is a powerful thing, as you described. It’s also very irritating that it took me so long to confront the flashbacks! I’d like to share with you (e-mail) the event that triggered the memories a few years ago.
October 22, 2008 at 12:31 am
WW
I’m looking for Part I. Would you please provide a link?
Thanks!
WW
October 26, 2008 at 8:03 pm
thecountryshrink
WW,
Here is the link.
http://thecountryshrink.com/2008/06/29/the-defense-mechanism-of-repression/